Lyrics

if i'm tryina keep it honest
i've been struggling a lot
in and out of focus
indecision's all I got
i feel like i'm wasting your time
losing track of all my wrongs i
need a second to get myself right

i had to hurt myself so Iicould see
what i wanted was right there in front of me
almost lost my mind just to find
that every problem, every reason, it was me all along
letting my ego take the heat
giving it up and coming clean
i have to fix myself or else I'll be
every mistake i'm scared to repeat

i don't know how to explain it
there's a pressure in my head
i've been trying to embrace it
but I'm getting sick of it
i feel like I'm wasting your time
losing track of all my wrongs I
need a second to get myself right

all my life i thought my self-sabotage
might just end one day but now i'm
confident that's after my time